Some people are just broken. Some people have been through so much crap and so much hatred that they just dont know how to work right anymore... they are broken. It kills me to think about that. Despite all the crap i get for having a "cookie cutter childhood" ... I am so thankful for it. There actually was a time i used to resent my perfect childhood. People wouldn't tell me things about their life because they said i couldn't relate or what not. But looking back on that i cant believe how insane that sounds. The way i was raised has been the foundation for everything else in my life. yeah maybe it was a picture perfect childhood.. with the picture perfect parents with the picture perfect marriage.... but the way i see it -in the future ill need that strong foundation for whatever God puts on my plate. It gives me something to fall back on and for that I am so grateful.
This is why It hurts me when people are broken. Or more so, when my friends are broken. We all go through trying times in our life... some of us just go through them earlier than others. As much as it doesnt make sense now, God has a plan. He knows what he is doing. Those people can handle all that crap early on, something i know that i could not deal with. Like my studying habits, i need to fully and completely understand the basics before i can move on to the more difficult things. God gets me. God gets us. Its pretty cool, not gonna lie.
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