Thursday, September 30, 2010

Change

"When we say things like 'people don't change,' it drives scientists crazy because change is literally the only constant in science. Energy, matter, it's always changing, morphing, merging, growing, dying. It's the way people try not to change that's unnatural...the way we change to what things were than letting them be as they are. The way we change to old memories instead of forming new ones, the way we insist on believing, despite every scientific indication that anything in this lifetime is permanent. Change is constant. How we experience change, that's up to us. It can feel like death or a second chance at life if we open our fingers, loosen our grips, go with it. It can feel like pure adrenaline, like at any moment we can have another chance at life...like at any moment, we can be born all over again."

Saturday, September 11, 2010

:-)

well hello there. have a wonderful day.
peace. 

Thursday, September 9, 2010

a pretty dandy ditty

 for some reason when i have a song stuck in my head i feel the urge to blog about it...



May the angels protect you
Trouble neglect you
And heaven accept you when it's time to go home
May you always have plenty
Your glass never empty
Know in your belly
You're never alone

May your tears come from laughing
You find friends worth having
With every year passing
They mean more than gold
May you win but stay humble
Smile more than grumble
And know when you stumble
You're never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I'll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly
This isn't goodbye
My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you're never alone

Well, I have to be honest
As much as I want it
I'm not gonna promise the cold winds won't blow
So when hard times have found you
And your fear surround you
Wrap my love around you
You're never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I'll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly
This isn't goodbye
My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you're never alone

May the angels protect you
Trouble neglect you
And heaven accept you when it's time to go home
And when hard times have found you
And your fear surround you
Wrap my love around you
You're never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I'll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly
This isn't goodbye
My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you're never alone
My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you're never alone

kinda like scrambled eggs

 So this past week I feel like my brain as been all over the place... so here are a few things that have been on my mind....


- This fall air is bringing back all sorts of memories from previous years
- I really need to find a good pair of boots
-Regina's absence from my life has been way more evident  this week than past weeks
- I am absolutely in love with my major.... I actually look forward to studying- true story
- I still can't believe that one of my baby sisters is in college
- I love living with 7 girls much more than I ever thought possible
- I am trying to take on a stress free outlook this semester and keep everything in perspective
- My coffee addiction has gotten twice as bad in the past 2 weeks
- I am so stoked to start clinicals
- I am trying very hard to be open minded about my art class 
- I already have a secret Christmas countdown going
- really bummed about not being able to run as much/as far as I used to.... stupid foot
- However still pretty convinced that I am going to cancel the surgery
- I am missing sunrise like crazy... if you told me that in May I would have laughed in your face
-I am really jealous that my sister gets to go to a holistic medicine doctor
- I can now threaten to stick an IV in you if you piss me off... :-)
- recently I have been going for drives with the music blasting when I need a study break
- I have been hitting up daily mass kinda often
- I want to find a way to smuggle Molly into my house
- I am going to try to make time for "fun" reading
- I have no confidence that I will be able to "fun" read this semester
- I cannot wait to see  Rachel tomorrow
- I cannot wait to see Beth tomorrow
- I have a new obsession with writing in markers
- After 2 years of failed attempts I got my first WC diner milkshake last night
- Despite the 1000 things I need to be doing right now... I am a pretty happy camper.